Tuesday, June 1, 2010
So this week is my final week of maternity leave which means back to work I go on Monday. I kind of want to go back to work and I kind of don't want to go back to work. I want to go back because I get some time away from my crazy kids(don't get me wrong I love them but I need me time) I don't want to go back to work because I am guaranteed to have someone be 2 faced to me and fake and deal with a lot of drama which I am just not in the mood for!
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Today I woke up completely pissed off...not that I wanted to but it's because of what happened this past weekend. I'm tired of having dreams that it really is true. It hurts and because I woke up pissed off, Brian didn't like it and I tried to explain to him how I feel and he keeps turning things around on me and bringing up my past. Which the part of my past that he brings up is when he wasn't even in my life but he knows about. It just really is bothering me. I hate feeling this way maybe when I go back to work these feelings will go away because I won't constantly be able to have it on my mind.
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Brian and I are trying to plan our wedding but trying to find the location has been extremely hard. I kind of wish we could afford to hire a wedding planner but there just isn't enough money to do that. Most of the places I like are either way to expensive or you have to be a member of the club.
So Saturday at 2:45am I get a phone call and I am being told that My Fiance and his best friend had sex with my former Babysitter...At that moment I felt my whole world closing in on me...I didn't know what to do but then when the details started being told to me I started realizing she was lying because none of it made sense. Then we found proof she was lying. Her fiance doesn't want to believe that she is lying about it instead he still thinks that My fiance and his best friend still did it. Then Saturday afternoon we had a face to face talk and I asked her which one she gave head to and she said BOTH. Well earlier that morning she said she gave head to my fiance's best friend while my fiance did her from behind. So Automatically I knew she was lying and then right after she said that she then says no maybe just 1. What the hell who does she think she is talking to. I'm not an idiot! I know she is lying now but still her fiance believes every word she is saying! Well then my fiance's best friend's fiance chases the girl and her fiance into the middle of a main road. It was hilarious!!! Stupid people need to think before they accuse! Shoot even if she were telling the truth we would know in 9 months because my fiance is an extremely fertile man i got pregnant on the first shot both times.